Holy Disorders

Ever since I was a child Disorder
obliged me
to dream

a more beautiful world. They promised me
‘You will find happiness in Heaven’

‘I Object!’

I always wanted this; Happiness
here on earth, around me and you. Eversince

in all the turmoil
I like to baptize disorder. Maybe I can make it more beautiful.

Margriet Smulders, October 2015